"Don't waste your emotions, lay all your love on me"
I've spent all the fine years of my youth seeking for the human being I could attune with. I found it. It was ultimately late. Someone else found it first. Not only making it fell in love with him, but hurting its feeling over and over again. Even then my love would not be accepted. What could a man's man do? Taste disappointment. Then like it.
"Can you smell the wall of darkness? Curious creatures set upon us. Such as Love and Kindness and Friendship and Hatred. Salty taste of lips again. Where shall I pray? Edge of darkness on my walls. Remembrance. And where shall I hide? One sided love and ambilove. And where shall I hide? Innocent friendship and happiness. And where, oh love, shall I hide from you? From your empowered heart and dark feelings? I'll live.. I'll love.. I'll lie.. And I shall wait 'till I die. Remembrance, oh love. And options. Stupid, bloody options and love that came at the wrong time. But will stay. And will fail. But love, would it be the same without it? Love, oh love, I adore your essence, but could you please let me sleep..? I need it. x "
Next time she offers you a tiny opening, grab the chance and leave or grab her hand and never go away.
Life is a bitch. Then you die.